New Irish Writing: Poetry by Helen Pinoff

New Irish Writing’s winning poems for February 2024

Helen Pinoff, the poetry selection for February's New Irish Writing

Helen Pinoff

Helen lives in the rural North West. Her poems have been published in collections including The Cormorant broadsheet and have appeared online with Fish Publishing and Poetry Kit. They have been longlisted for the 2022 Fish Poetry Prize and shortlisted by The Stinging Fly.

Disco music

It was an August wedding

hot and heady

meeting those old friends again

too many toasts and glasses of wine

— so, mid-dance I thought it wise

to escape to the Ladies, — rest

behind the rustic door,

have a word with myself

Sitting there — ears buzzing

with resonance from the speakers

(a long-forgotten feeling)

a new old tune

— blasted in

with a well-done riff

reverberating through rough timber

the terrific beat vibrating the ceiling,

the walls, the doors

to slam me back

half a century

to the toilets

at the green graffitied

corrugated metal Community Hall

— the riotous shriek of guitars

the volume so high the thin

glossed hardboard walls

have an electric thrum and thump

pulsing through — I’m inside a drum,

the terrific beat vibrating the ceiling

the walls, the doors

with a metallic echo of the

thrill, the uproar

it’s All Right Now

Free

I’m fifteen

at the Charity Disco

having a pee

Life on Earth

..… honoured still more

That he should seek my hospitality

From out the dark door of the secret earth.

— DH Lawrence

Today we made believe that

I was David Attenborough

and you the mountain gorilla;

I kept low and small subservient

focused on my fingernails

feigned indifference and

made of myself a jungle orchid

You slowly slantwise

crossed the glade between

the leaves and shadows

of leaves and joined me there

had a sniff, settled down

made yourself my

curious companion